A Day in Life

Entry 1

Today has been a long day to say the least. I start to sit and stare a lot more now, especially when I had to sit there staring at a page of words and numbers, not knowing what the hell I was doing. To make things worse even as I finally finished and handed it in, walking out of those light brown wooden doors I felt as if a small chunk of life has slipped away from me. Is this how my life is to always be like? One struggling day after another? One turn of events leading to another chapter in which I must push even harder to write? I hope not, because I don't know how much more I can take.

It's been a really long time since I last wrote a blog, there's not much feeling when I sit down to write something anymore; especially if its about my own life. Words transcribed by emotions seems like a thing of the distant past, since all I do now is tie a string around each syllable enticing nothing but the sense that I'm writing something for myself and no other. Actions speak louder than words right? Well this isn't always true, just a majority of the time but when words speak louder than action it'll be about something people will need to listen to.

Maybe I'll keep up with blogging for awhile, just as a reminder for the future of how I will change, how I have changed, and how much more can I change. Just maybe though like the saying, "No promises, we'll see."

~TruiestOne