"Patience is just the nice way of covering up the damage Rage and Pain has left behind."

~TruiestOne

From my notebook

Entry 3

Thought I would post this here for the benefit of my own consciousness.

"To the heart of mine oh how far have you fallen this time? Ignorance is such a bless isn't it? Day by day this ignorance seems to grow endlessly..."

"Memories be sealed by time, unlocked by chance, forgotten like a grain of sand, thrown away like a used up false sense of hope."

I'm still sick for the most part, mainly coughing and headache, but should be well again soon. Hmm time for more music.

~TruiestOne

Sick Day

Entry 2

Today like in the last entry, has been very tiring. I've been mainly in bed sleeping trying to overcome a normal flu, although there were probably a few people who would have believed me if I told them that I had the swine flu. Lol, interesting ain't it? But no, I'm getting better again little by little, too much sleep makes a person very lazy too.

Anyhow, there's two more days of school for me. Friday is the English Final, then on Saturday is the Stats Final. English I'm not so worried about, Stats on the other hand is the one subject I hate with all my heart and soul. Its the kind of subject that someone either gets it or they don't, I obviously don't understand over half of the concepts of it.

What else is there to talk about, not much really. So I'll leave it at this for today, don't wanna get even sicker when I'm finally feeling better.

~TruiestOne

A Day in Life

Entry 1

Today has been a long day to say the least. I start to sit and stare a lot more now, especially when I had to sit there staring at a page of words and numbers, not knowing what the hell I was doing. To make things worse even as I finally finished and handed it in, walking out of those light brown wooden doors I felt as if a small chunk of life has slipped away from me. Is this how my life is to always be like? One struggling day after another? One turn of events leading to another chapter in which I must push even harder to write? I hope not, because I don't know how much more I can take.

It's been a really long time since I last wrote a blog, there's not much feeling when I sit down to write something anymore; especially if its about my own life. Words transcribed by emotions seems like a thing of the distant past, since all I do now is tie a string around each syllable enticing nothing but the sense that I'm writing something for myself and no other. Actions speak louder than words right? Well this isn't always true, just a majority of the time but when words speak louder than action it'll be about something people will need to listen to.

Maybe I'll keep up with blogging for awhile, just as a reminder for the future of how I will change, how I have changed, and how much more can I change. Just maybe though like the saying, "No promises, we'll see."

~TruiestOne